Im backie!

Hello everyone, soul is back in melbourne! or has been back for almost 2 weeks!
Havent been doing too much stuffs except been busy with uni and cleaning the house(its dirty as hell when i got back!) , believe it or not, i hardly eat outside now except for lunch! and i been cooking for almost every dinner! yeah!

Today is sunday, its the end of 2nd week and ive completed one assignment already, oh yeah~ theres going to be an easter break and also a mid-sem break? what the heck uni jus started and we got a 1 week mid break? we're going to have alot to catch up...bloody hell...

Also yesterday i signed up for 3's $29 cap plan which lasts for 24months!(2years omg!) i got it because i (i) optus sucks my prepaid credit like crazy (ii)the plan's rates are pretty good and suits me (iii)i need a phone that can store more than 100sms, my w810 cant do that and i dont think hacking the firmware is a good idea, so they gave me a E65

I finished FFIX again for the atleast 50th time yesterday, it took me one week to do it this time. I might start playing FF7 soon maybe later today but i dont know, once i go i have to keep going, i shud start concentrating more on uni? or i can still slack until week4 or 5 hehe.

And whats this feeling of emptiness again? i dont know whats happening to me, i feel like i've returned to my old self, quiet and stuffs, just what am i doing?.. i can only pray that this is only temporary.

Yes, believe it or not , i've lost 90% interest in basketball, been back for 2 weeks and ive only played once so far, ive given up on improving myself while my height is still the same, i need to grow taller? whats wrong with height in life anyway? height gives people more confidence and is probably the most sought trait in life , well atleast for shorter people like me anyway. so taller people before u comment on us, please think like short people once in a while.

Come to think of it, ive had quite a few conflicts with tutong people a few weeks back in brunei, whats going on? Immaturity explains it all, despite their age, they still act, think and talk like kids, i dont blame them though, i guess thats in their blood and how things have always been and how they grew up. Ah, let things be as it is and its best not to deal with them through negiotiation anyway as it is the very thing they lack. Let them have their fun and i will have mine, so i have found out the place i thought i belonged to is not true.so where do i belong to anyway? where can i find this place i can trully call home?, somewhere i will be appreciated for what i am, for what i am trying to achieve, cared for and thought for? and so , i continue seeking for a place that i can call 'home'. and as for my love life,it gets so complicated that i dont know whats going on anymore too! how ironic eh? when it used to be so empty and it became so active i cant even keep up with it. , ah i just wanna let it be jian dan ai (simple love) haha...

If possible , i dont want to close my eyes right now, not even a blink, i dont want to miss a part or moment of this time, the present today eventhough it may be dull but it is something we cannot turn back to see tomorrow. Let the good times roll!

-Sou Wei-